Okay, I met more juniors today, 6 of them infact, 2 guys, 4 girls... nice bunch. And i think I have scared them with my stories. ahha... going out now.

I woke up this morning, waking up from a dream that I would never want to come true. *gasp. And I am so near of achieving that dream... I must be more careful in the future and so I slept again...

I woke up again from a restless attempt to fall back asleep, disturbed by Sau Ming entering the toilet and taking her bath. How I know this?, don't ask. I just know. So I wake up, get dressed nicely for absolutely no reason. I put toothpaste onto my toothbrush and waited... and waited.. and waited for Sau Ming to get out of the bathroom. In what seems like eternity, I went to check my handphone. Ah, two messages... oo, from Sheena, what a day to start! Recieved at 00:00... acurate sia? Anyway, I replied. and waited abit more. Then, decided to read another chapter of Angela's Ashes and before I know it, Sau Ming is out. I rush to the bathroom, wash up and I'm ready to goo see the Juniors. haha

First people I see, is Ben Shyen, a junior and close friend of mine in RI Boarding. He was chatting with a nice girl, Cindy, I think. They just met and well, that is Ben for you, playboy, but true to one. They started asking about Orientation, Can I not be IMCC? Girls can't be IMCC right? (of course not, girls are URCCAD) They are already targeting me for IMCC, how? (Volunteer to be leader or BBQ rep) Later got English placement test, how? (just do la, worse come to worse, just take English class for the rest of your sem...) And so, it was already 9am (i woke up at 8) and we proceded to the MPH. My God, were we this serious/stupid-looking/blur/cocky last sem?. I left them there and proceeded to the computer lab.

First thing I do is to check my mail and circles99. not much activity since I left. and I left for like a whole day or so... I wonder what and how to make people use it more. Oh yeah, post up a new announcement, delete a few, make my usual stupid comments and tempted to start a new poll again, but I don't have any ideas at the moment. maybe later, something small... Next thing I noticed, last people logged in was at 12mn, and I really think that we are a bunch of nerds that have a regular sleeping time before 12. I logged in at 3am before and still the max was 1am i think. sigh...

Then I checked Utopia, my province is doing swell, I finally got a nice team going, with me as the Mage and two other Thieves. They kill the Wizards, I do the MAJOR spells, do long lasting damage. oh yeah, I got LOTS of FAILED spells, and I am glad that I am such a strong Mage... hehehe. with a 5TPA and 2.5WPA, I AM INVINCIBLE!!! MUAHHAHAHAHA. Then, the worst thing that could happen happened... IMU server couldn't log me into Utopia anymore! Stupid IMU server.

Since I had nothing else to do, ah, well, I should just blog right? And now, I wait for the end of the day, probably meet up with the Juniors of mine, still freezing their fingers off writing an essay now... Which reminds me of the time that we had our English Placement Test. Okay, I'm going to edit the M203 Dairy...

Now, it is almost times up for the Juniors in the hall. I shall go disturb them and probably scare them now.

Okay i lied.. i didnt sleep that early, but instead slept at 4.30am. anybody who can guess go ahead and try... it's quite obvious...

I'm now in KL. A friend's place. using his cable... free... for just 30 a month!!! both of them, Siaw and Yee Cherng are asleep and I dont know why i am still here.. haha

Oh yeah, my father seen the phone bill for last month.. It amounted to RM175... JUST TO SHEENA... well, I am not sure what to do now... I am worried.. I told sheena, and she offered to pay at least hald.. I was thick skinned to ask her to pay for the whole thing.. i fell guilty,but i dont have any choice

Started packing.. thought it would take a day or so, but managed to complete it in like.. er... 1 hour? of course minus the time it took me to search for photographs to take to KL... I got really cute ones of me now.. i hope she'll like it.

now i am packing the soft copies of the documents i typed during these holidays.. probably need to go back to KL to really see what i am missing.

oh well.. going tomorrow at 11. gonna sleep...

I did it.. I finally did it.. after so long of secrecy, i think i pulled it through.. woohoo.. yeah....

oh yeah, i wrote poems for girls today.. anybody wants one, please feel free to ask me, as i think i have gained back my interest... call it a muse, inspiration, whatever...

And I finally finished my first Stephen King book, a compilation of 4 short stories. It's just to start off my venture into his kind of books, though I would probably scare the daylights out of myself... His way of writing is... special... I can see how his future books would be like, but then, Crichton's books are also varied. I still prefer Crichton's books though, thoroughly researched and well narrated. Ah, well, best is to try out everything and see...

This is the dilemma. my ex wants me back, and I am not too keen... She tried, oh, she really did, but I cannot take the risk. I have my heart broken too many times and I guess that I am entitled to prevent another... And I cannot break another. It's too painful to see the girl whom I used to love get hurt. But if it is pity, then it is not at all worth it. Love won't thrive on pity.

With this thought in mind, what am I suppose to think now? How am I supposed to react? Tell her that I like another? Just to keep her off my back? I don't know. I suppose I should do what my momma tell me, let things cool off...

"I'm a wait-and-see kinda guy" - Dr. James Dorian, Scrubs

Shall i persue a dream that I had last night? the thing is, I am quite comfortable with the situation as it is and I dont want to repeat the same mistake I did before... I can wait.. But i am not sure how long she will wait for me...

Well, Hey!! this is my new blog. as the name suggest, i'll try to keep this blog noisy and fill it up with crap... oh yeah, visit my other blog, kreaturez.blogspot.com where I post my poems there.